working in a retail shop really makes you wanna shop more. :p
its getting boring nowadays, no climbing of shelves and whatnots.

plus seeing this everyday doesnt make it feel better:

RAHH (already chosen, reserved and hidden nicely in the cupboards. haha. purple ftw!)



opps. endless advertisement. lol.

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so retail therapy this month is sky high.
gulp.
really GG this time. haha.
"shopping" increase by 180% since last month, as did the amt spent on food. :p haha.

(oh my, sudden downpour while im typing this!)

ok. i did it. argh.

in all manner of hesitation and abit of regret and uncertainty.

heres me, taking a tiny baby step of security.
starting small, not jumping into big things. hmm..

i cant go back on it now anyways. :p
now its a wait till 1 aug!

irresponsible. but too late to change that.

today i went for the RI interview.
i was early. 1 hour early. i didnt intend to be. :p but i was.
the circle line is really truly faster than taking 168 to woodlands.
anyways, i spent that 1 hour watching martha steward on the tv in the GO.
martha steward thinks shes so cool. always cutting in at ppl talking.

anyways, i wasnt the only one there as usual.
but watching tv for that 1 hour really made me lose focus somehow. haha.
before i stepped in, i was like ohno ohno ohno.
strangely my heart wasnt there.
maybe it was because i was hungry, and i wanted something to eat after watching martha prepare 2 dishes of pasta and cake.
plus my heels were breaking apart and i had a tiny memo in my head to get myself a new pair or just wear some flats next time forgoodnesssakes.

ive been thinking after my first interview and talking to the student dev head there..
that going to nie is not so bad afterall.
i used to think that going there means im bound to be a teacher forever and ever.
so RI's post was really smth that i wanted to make a grab for.
but i realised that i can do more than just teach after the short stint (of 3 years?!).
so if i didnt get this RI thing, i wouldnt mind. except i needed to change my 2nd subject asap.
coz i know what i would love to do, and will be working towards it.

and then, today, suddenly the light bulb above my small head turned on again.
and being all that i am as s8930934d, i guess going to nie might really be a direction that i might take.
i.e. being certified, opening some doors, closing some doors. getting some "experimental" time. yea.
i wonder how much the dep principals at RI is gonna believe me at my interview today. :p
i believe i wasnt very convincing.. given all these thoughts in my mind. and a growling stomach (which was satisfied with northen thai tom yam fish soup later)
but if that student dev head can go from teaching pe to what he is now, and uncle loh can do what he does now, maybe i can too... especially after going thru this nie thing. hmm. then maybe i can combine both. pe and that!

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side track: QX is getting married?! ok, only ROM already. but zomg! haha. the prcs netballers were like always speculating that maybe weiqing or joyce will get married first. got got bf alr or most matured, etc. haha. but qx really shocked me! in a gd way. haha :) angie, ur turn soon? haha.

i have graduated. unofficially.
im done with my last academic exam and now am a free bird.
woohoo..

so strange to be finally done with me 16 years of education.
but im sort of relieved.
and kind of excited on whats in stall for me next.
i know im gonna sink into a life of boringness, mundane stuff and routined stuff. :p
lifes like that.

time to start playing officially.

i want to:
1) get some windsurfing done
2) play beach vball
3) roller blade
4) fly the big awesome kite
5) pack my room
6) complete my collage book, and start a new one. and do up my photo frames.
7) pack my room and colour coordinate my stuff.

yea. thats for now. haha.

maybe cut my hair. its overgrown. :p