3 more weeks

here i am, waiting for the new episode of fringe season 3 to load.. haha.
im sleepy.. but i have no idea why im still at the computer.
im thinking of my unfinished essay, and i just wanna flop my head onto my table and mumble some unintelligible nonsense. urgh. :p

henghong just sent a part 1 summary on the Rock Warrior's Way.
looks good. but my essay calls to me.

mock comp just this morning!
its been a long day. :p demoing routes and making sure the routes are up properly..
i love mock comps. haha. especially it being home ground.
and i absolutely love to set hard routes that no one can do. guilty!
anticipating boulderactive up this weekend. whoo~
busy busy week indeed.
but that means excuse to not do work. heh.

chloe, dor and me got selected for national speed.
haha. yay. although im not sure "yay" would be the right word to describe all this. hm.
i remember how close i was in netball.. going for NSL, under21s.
teenage dreams indeed, all the way since sec sch.
im long since grown out of it - now i just sit back and watch my peers train 3 nights a week, ice bath after every game, mental preparation, 2.4k runs, game strategy, etc.
i imagine myself in their shoes, and i know my hips and knees cannot take it.
seems almost torturous (of course i then go on to torture myself more in joining 10km runs. lol)
but have i really grown out of this? hmm.
this national athlete dreams dont seem practical for singaporean middle of the low class people. i think, if that even makes any sense.

oh well, off to worrying and checking emails for job offers. :p
the wait is keeeling me. sigh.
"and we've got bills to pay.."